Chapter 14 - The Epilogue


Flashback…

Next day…



“I know this is a big change Di, but I think we can do this.” Justin states and I can’t help but smile because I’ve come to realize that he really is a changed man.

“You really think I can run a club?” I inquire and he nods lazily as he drapes his arm over my stomach.

“Sure, I’ll teach you everything you need to know. By the time we open, you’ll be a pro. Besides you won’t be doing it alone, I’ll be there.” He chuckles before letting out a yawn and I slap his bare chest playfully before I lean up to place a soft kiss on his lips. “Hmmm…we should get up.” Justin mumbles against my lips and I nod in agreement still kissing him.

We’ve been lying in bed just talking and catching up for the past two hours since we woke up this morning. I still can’t believe he’s here but I love that he is. It’s like a dream come true.

After Justin came home last night, we stayed out by the pool until the girls came in some odd hours later. I swear they freaked out and nearly mauled Justin because they were so ecstatic to see him. He spent the next few hours informing them of his whereabouts and catching up. He also introduced them to his mom and his sister Katie who they were all excited to meet. It was like this huge family reunion and when you think of it, even though things are twisted, we still are this big extended family in a sense.

It just all felt great and I loved every minute of it. I wish life was like this sooner, but I don’t regret everything we went through to get to this point because it made us all better and stronger persons…especially Justin.

I just can’t get over how different he is and I’m a little scared too that this might be a sick joke and he’ll morph back into deranged Justin when I least expect it; but I know this is real so I have nothing to worry about.

Pulling away from Justin, I seat up in his bed just glancing around. We didn’t make love last night. Not that I didn’t want to, but just lying there in his arms, talking and absorbing each other’s body heat until we lulled each other to sleep was nice too. In fact, it was amazing and I actually cried because we never had these types of moments before and I hope that there are a lot more to come in the future.

Hopping off the bed, I stretch out my limbs before I hear a knock on Justin’s bedroom door.

Looking over at him when he sits up, he smiles for me before getting out of bed as well. I watch intently as he walks over to the door, clad in just gray cotton slacks that are hanging low around his waist. His chest is firm, defined and raises and falls with each breath his takes. Motioning for me to come over, he whispers for me to ask who’s at the door before he swings it open, the muscles contracting in his arm as he grips the door knob. Damn the man is fine…

Giggling, I shake my head in amusement before I decide to speak. “Who is it?!” I call out, passing my palms over my cotton home-dress.

“Is me mommy! And tanty Rachel! Open up!” Courtney’s excited voice filters in from the other side of the door and I don’t miss the gasp that falls from Justin’s lips as his eyes widen in excitement himself. Oh my god, I don’t think I’ve ever seen him this anxious to see his baby girl before.

Ok Diane, you soft sap, there will be no more crying.

Before I can get another word in, Justin yanks the door open and screams out “Surprise!”

Slapping my palms over my mouth, I inhale sharply when Rachel’s eyes widen in shock and she nearly drops Courtney from her arms but manages to catch her in time. Oh god, this is crazy yet I can’t stop smiling.

“Daddy! Daddy!” Courtney screams in astonishment already stretching her little arms out, trying to grab unto Justin.

I have to give it to her, even after all this, she’s managed to forgive her father and still love him. It’s amazing. But I don’t blame her because I still love him too.

“You back!” She belts happily and Justin laughs out loudly, throwing his head back before he reaches out to take her from Rachel’s grasp who’s still glaring wide-eyed in awe.

“Hey angel.” Justin coos, holding Courtney in his arms against his bare chest. “Look at you; you got bigger since I last saw you.” He says in a sing-song voice before he leans down and kisses both her cheeks, hugging her tightly.

God, where’s a camera when you need it? This is a priceless moment.

“Daddy you home now! You good now!” Courtney beams while wrapping her petite arms around Justin’s neck the best way she can.

Chuckling softly, Justin shakes his head in agreement with her. “Yeah…” He sighs before eyeing me and I just shrug with a huge grin on my face. “I’m home…” He whispers before burying his head in her head of curls, inhaling deeply. “I’ve missed you angel; Daddy loves you…so much.” Justin breaths out and I hear Courtney giggle.

Pulling away to look at her, Justin arches a brow in question when she takes her small hand and plays with his eyes and brows. “I wove ou too daddy; your eyes glowy…no cwy. I miss ou and mommy too.” She explains and I can’t even stop the waterworks from coming now. She may be young, but she understands a lot. She’s so bright.

“I…I’m not crying babe.” Justin says uneasily as he blinks a few times and I just know, he’s suppressing his tears. He’s such a softy now. It’s kind of cute.

“Otay!” She bounces in his arms before she starts blowing out spit bubbles. It’s a nasty habit she has.

“Courtney stop that!” I scold her before tapping her cheeks lightly. Pouting for me, she rests her head on Justin’s shoulder, still holding on to him as he fixes her in his strong arms, his eyes now landing on a frozen Rachel.

“Rach? Are you ok?” Justin snickers and she simply blinks a few times before breaking out into a bright smile.

“Welcome home cuz.” She says softly before walking up to him and giving him a light hug as to not squeeze Courtney between them. “Good to have you back.” She whispers and Justin nods in response.

“I told you I’d be back.” He says matter-of-factly.

“Well with the way you left, I was worried.” She jokes and he just rolls his eyes playfully.

“Uh huh.”



Turning to face me, Rachel moves over and gives me a tight hug and a kiss on the cheek before she pulls away. “You doing ok now Diane?” She asks jokingly and I laugh a bit.

“Much better yeah.” I admit. “Thanks for everything Rach.”

“Girl you know better than to thank me when we’re family.” She warns.

“Ok so guess what Court…” Justin interrupts while gazing into Courtney’s bright blues that mirror his own and I look over at him wondering what he’s up to now.

“What daddy?!” Courtney asks with enthusiasm.

“I have two people I want you to meet baby.” He coos and I watch in amusement as her eyes light up.

“Spongeboob and Patwick?” She exclaims and Justin frowns before breaking out into a lopsided grin.

“No silly, I can’t pull Spongebob and Patrick out of the television screen.” Justin explains trying to suppress his chuckles due to the goofy grin she’s giving him.

“Too bad.” Courtney sighs and I cackle at her cute little attitude.

“Ha, ok, don’t worry; I’ll get you a doll of each of them. Will that be good?” Justin tells her and she shakes her head rapidly with a big smile on her face. “Good, now the two people daddy wants you to meet are daddy’s mom and sister. They’re your grandma and aunt.” Justin explains and I watch as Courtney’s face contorts in confusion.

“What a grandwa?” She inquires.

“No baby, ‘grandma’. She’s daddy’s mom. And I want you to meet my sister too.” Justin tries to explain to Courtney.

“Otay, your mommy and sissy? Otay. Weh are they?” Turning her head sideways, Courtney tries to see into the room, looking around for them.

“Yes, I’m going to take you to them. Do you want to meet them?” Signaling for Rachel and me to follow him, Justin makes a move to exit his room with us in tow. I’m just going to remain silent and take all of this in. It’s amazing the way they’re bonding, but I think they began a long time ago even before Justin got the help that he needed so from now on, it should come easily for him and I don’t have to be worried about leaving him alone with her anymore.

“Yes, I wanna see them.” Courtney replies in her baby voice and Justin smiles as he makes his way over to the guest bedrooms where his mom, sister and Trace are located.

“Ok girl, you got it.”

Making it over to their rooms, Justin uses his free hand to knock on the door and I take a step back so I’m not in anyone’s way when they open.

I can hear his mom on the other end saying ‘enter’ before Justin twists the knob and proceeds to open the door. Stopping midway, he turns to face Rachel and me with a weary look on his face.

“Rach, I think when we’re done here, I want you and I to have a little chat with Di about what happened all those months ago. She deserves to know and then I’m going to spend the day with her and Court. I’ll contact Ronnie and Jacob later, but let them know I’m here ok?” Glancing at me, Justin smiles slightly before diverting his attention back to Rachel for her response.

“Of course Justin. Anything. That’s a good idea.” Rachel agrees and he shakes his head in response before turning around and swinging the bedroom door open.

“Ma?” He calls out as he enters the room and his mother, Katie and Trace come into view. I watch how his mother’s face lights up at the sight of Courtney who’s glaring at them in awe since they’re strangers to her. “Look at who I brought for you to meet!” Justin utters, watching as his mother stands from her seating position to approach us.

At that exact moment, I realize that there’s nowhere else I’d rather be than right here, right now, in this moment in time with them because after everything we’ve been through, this moment is…perfect…


End of Flashback…



****
The Present

Two Years Later…



Trying to nail the pose that the photographer has been belting at me for the past hour or so, I sigh exasperatingly as I keep my position on the large leather chair, the lacey red underwear set I’m wearing pricking my skin and making me itch.

“Are we almost done?” I ask impatiently before I lift my hand up to scratch under my left breast. “This thing is…irritating me.” I growl, feeling irate. Passing my hands through my brown locks in frustration, I groan when Justin decides to tease me about my present state.

“Babe, stop moving. You scratching your breast in a shot is not appealing woman.”

Rolling my eyes at a chuckling Justin, I shoot him a nasty glare and stick out my tongue playfully before I divert my attention back to the photographer who’s giving me an incredulous look.

“You’re hopeless Di.” Justin laughs out and I simply scoff before trying to get that impossible pose of arching my back in my seat with my legs crossed while my body is twisted so one of my arms can drape over the back of the chair.

“Perfect! Hold that pose!” The photographer suddenly belts and I freeze solid in place as he begins flashing me from all angles. “Perfect, I got it.” He says excitedly, of course. We’ve only been doing this for the past hour. “Ok Diane, I think we’re good now. You can get dressed.”

Staring at the tall, chestnut-haired, green-eyed photographer, I smile for him as his chiseled face twists into a half-grin for me. He looks like he should be the model himself but, I wouldn’t be surprised if that’s how he started out.

“Finally!” I exclaim, giggling when Justin comes over to me with a robe so that I can cover up. It’s crazy how he’s switched over the years. He’s gone from having me up on stage parading around with my body exposed for the entire world to see to not wanting even my navel exposed for the wondering eye. It’s amazing but I’m not complaining.

Getting up, I lean up to place a light peck on his lips as the photographer named Jerry, swiftly makes his exit, heading over to his pc to put up the digital photos he just took out so he can edited them and do whatever else it is that he does.

It’s not long before Hugh comes into the room with Courtney at his side who’s drinking a sprite, her favorite soda. We’re actually at Hugh’s mansion where I just finished a photo shoot for a spread in his upcoming playboy magazine issue to promote both playboy and the launching of Justin’s new club which is actually tonight. I’m really excited for the opening with all the media buzz we’ve been getting. Edwina is actually the main reporter covering the event since she got promoted in her career when she landed the top story of the year which was centered on the whole JC and Grant fiasco.

I don’t like to think about it, and I’ve blocked out that part of my life but it’s sad what happened all those years ago. JC was a decent guy even though he was crazier than Justin. I never would have guessed he’d take his life and Rachel would have ‘saved the day’ but they did and it happened and it’s in the past. Justin suffered from terrible nightmares which I found out started soon after he left to be with his mom in California and he was battling with them over the span of the first year, but it’s been over a year since he had one and we’re doing great! He’s a new man, my man and I never thought we’d get here but I’m happy that we did.



“Mommy, Mr. Hefner told me I could come over anytime and play in the pool and in the game room! That’s so cool!” Courtney beams as she comes over to me and gives me a tight hug before she moves over to Justin who lifts her up and gives her a spin before he places her back down. It’s crazy, but I’ve slowly come to realize that she’s turning into a daddy’s girl with each passing moment they spend together. It’s adorable.

“That’s great sweetie. We’ll be sure to visit Hugh more often.” I say and she nods before handing her sprite over to Justin so he can take a sip.

“My home is open all the time for you all Diane, you know that.” Hugh comes over and gives me a hug and a kiss on the cheek before he pats Justin on the back. “So how was it?” He inquires and I sigh.

“Tiring. I kept messing up my pose.” I laugh and Hugh chuckles in response.

“It takes some work to get comfortable in front of the camera.” He explains and I nod in agreement.

“Daddy can I sleep over at aunty Rachel’s tonight?”
Courtney inquires, looking up at Justin with wide eyes who’s studying her intently.

“Did you finish your homework?” He asks suspiciously.

“Aunty Rachel said she’d help me since you and mommy will be busy.” She says innocently causing Justin to arch a brow at her.

“Uh huh, I’m making sure you pack those books girl. Don’t even play with me.” He chuckles and she laughs.

“Ok.” She groans because she knows that once Justin tells Rachel she has homework to do, Rachel will make sure she does it first. It’s nothing big, but for a five year old going on six years, it’s a ton of work.

“Yeah missy, else no Spongebob musical next week.” Justin instructs and I could have sworn that was a look of death Courtney just shot her father. She hasn’t grown out of her Spongebob phase and when Justin landed tickets to the musical they were having here with her favorite characters, Courtney literally nearly smothered him from all her kisses since she was so excited.

Laughing at the two of them, I wrap the strings of my robe around my waist before I move over to head for the dressing room. “I’m going to change so we can leave guys. I know there are some preparations to settle before the opening tonight.” I voice and Hugh nods in agreement.

“Of course, I’ll see you all at the opening tonight. Thank you again Diane.” Hugh smiles and I blush slightly.

“It’s was a pleasure Hugh.” I smile back before I gaze over at Justin who’s giving me a lascivious glare.

“Hurry up Di. We’ll be out front waiting.” Justin winks for me before grabbing Courtney’s hand lightly to lead her to the front with Hugh where the limo is most likely waiting for us.

“Yes sir.” I salute him causing both Hugh and Courtney to laugh out.

“Cute Di…real cute.” Justin mutters with a cheeky grin before they disappear out of sight and I head into the dressing room to change into my regular clothes so we can leave.



*****
Later At Justin’s Estate…



When we make it back home, I’m surprised to see that Rachel is already there waiting for us with Ronnie and Jacob. I guess she already figured that Justin and I will be too busy tonight to watch Courtney. She’s such a gem. I honestly don’t know what I’d do without her in my life.

“Hey guys!” I beam as I get in with Justin in tow who slams the front door shut behind him.

Greeting them all with a hug and a kiss, I instruct Courtney to head up to her room with Rachel so she can pack an overnight bag. When the two of them disappear up the winding stairway, Justin comes over to me pulling me into him before he leans down and places an intense kiss on my lips before he pulls away.

“Damn, I’ve wanted to do that since you got in that little number for the photo shoot.” He groans and I giggle, eyeing Ronnie and Jacob who are trying not to eavesdrop.

“Oh? That’s all?” I ask innocently noting how Justin’s blues twinkle in curiosity.

“Noooo…” he drawls lazily. “But, you know…I’m going to head down to the club with the guys to finish set up. The girls are down there and so is the DJ, so, I’ll leave you here to get ready and I’ll have the limo come get you in a few hours. And then, when it’s all said and done with and we’re back home…” Drifting off Justin leans forward placing his lips against my ear, kissing me lightly there before he finishes his statement in a soft whisper. “Later it’s on.” He growls and I try to hold back my moan when he squeezes my waist tightly before pulling away to head over to his ‘boys’.

Inhaling deeply, I try to regain my composure when Ronnie gives me an amused look but remains quiet for the most part.

“Ok are we ready to head out?” Justin inquires, fixing his black fedora hat and black matching Sinatra t-shirt.

“Yeah but the DJ mentioned something about losing the track list you gave him.” Jacob voices, cringing when Justin groans angrily.

“Yeah? Well, that muthafucka better be kidding because I don’t have a backup list and that shit took me days to get it right. He better watch it before I cop his ass one.” Justin snaps. “I know he’s the DJ and all, but I want him to play what I tell him to. Shit…” Pinching the bridge of his nose, Justin glances at Ronnie who seems to be paying me a lot of attention, more than usual. “Ron why the fuck are you gawking at Diane?” Justin hisses, snapping the younger man out of his daze.

“What? I wasn’t…”

“Man you better stop eyeballing my woman if you know what’s good for you.” Justin sneers. I swear, the old Justin rears his ugly head at the most unexpected times.

Trying to move away from their line of sight, Ronnie suddenly makes a statement that causes us all to glare at him in shock.

“I don’t know Justin. I mean, maybe it’s just me, but, Diane looks like she’s filling up some.” He points out. Oh god, what the hell?

“What?” Walking over to Ron, Justin glares at him for a brief moment before his eyes narrow in irritation. “Are you calling Di…” But Ronnie cuts him off before he can finish his question.

“What? No, no, it’s not like in a bad way but…damn you’ve put on weight Di. It looks good though. Everywhere seems to be…filling out nicely.” Ronnie smiles cheekily and oh no, that green ugly monster called jealously is rearing its ugly head. I know Ron means well, and it’s his way of complimenting me and letting me know that I look nice or whatever, but Justin is so overprotective sometimes it’s a little scary.

Scratching lightly at his stubble, Justin easily slaps Ronnie on the back harshly, causing him to stumble forward before he’s shoved towards the exit. “Ok, I’m going to pretend that you didn’t say what you just did Ron for your own health. We’re leaving guys…now.” Justin growls while still pushing Ronnie who’s giving me a suspicious look.
“I’ll see you later Di. Love you babe.” Justin coos and I smile uneasily while shifting my weight on my feet.

“Love you too Just. I’ll see you all later.” I wave to them as they make their way out of the now opened front door.
“Later Diane.” Jacob smiles.

“Yeah…see you…later Diane.” Ronnie smirks, and I just roll my eyes in response before Justin socks him lightly to continue walking so they can make their exit.

Whipping around before the door slams shut, Justin shoots me a small smile and a wink then disappears out of sight with his two best friends at his side.




When they’re gone, I breathe a sigh of relief turning to head up the stairs just as Rachel and Courtney make their way down towards me.

“Justin left?” Rachel inquires and I nod.

“Yeah.”

“Oh well Court and I are going to head out. We’ll see you guys tomorrow morning since it’s the weekend.” She points out and I nod in response before giving her a tight hug.

Bending down to kiss my little girl, she pulls me into a hug before letting go as well.

“Thanks Rach. I’ll see you all and take care. Be good Courtney.” I warn her.

“I will mom.” She says dryly before pulling Rachel towards the front door. Rachel has seriously become one of her favorite persons.

“Ok baby I love you.” I say softly, laughing as Courtney drags Rachel towards the front door before leaning up to swing it open.

“Love you too mommy. See you and daddy tomorrow.” Waving bye to me, I smile at my daughter before wishing Rachel a safe drive home and seeing them off. I’m disappointed that she’s going to miss the club’s grand opening tonight but I know she doesn’t mind because she loves spending time with Courtney. They’ll be alight.

When they’re out of sight I slam the door shut, locking it in the process before I whip around and stare idly at the spacious mansion realizing I’m the only one left now.

“Well damn, I think some ice cream is in order.” I giggle to myself before ambling into the kitchen in search of my sweet poison.

So, I have the whole house to myself for the rest of the day. I think I’m going to just laze around until it’s time to get ready for the club opening later. It’s been a long day and I definitely need the break before the craziness that is now my life catches up to me tonight.

Finally making it into the kitchen, I dig around through the cabinets pulling out a bowl and a spoon before I head straight for the freezer to get some vanilla ice cream since it’s Courtney’s favorite.

Grabbing the box and preparing a bowl for myself, I hop up onto the counter with my dish, digging in and placing a spoonful into my mouth. Loving the cold sweetness as it hits my taste buds, I swallow gently before casting my vision south to the big diamond engagement band on my finger made from white gold. Playing with the rock mindlessly, I can’t help but realize that this is really my life now and I’m actually engaged to Justin. This is crazy.

He really said he was going to make me his wife but I never believed it. Not until he surprised me one night with dinner, a bouquet of roses, a bottle of champagne and the cutest, most nervous smile I’ve ever seen on his adorable face. Even his hands were slightly trembling when he asked me. It was unbelievable, but all this is unbelievable. I can’t even believe we got this far and in one piece too.

We’ve really been doing great these past couple of years. Justin reinvented his business like he said he would, I accompanied him to his counseling sessions twice a week, and it’s safe to say that he no longer loses control of his temper. He’s a new man and I’m proud of how far he’s come.
He’s no longer a pimp since he only keeps his girls up on the stage without the side business of visiting his clients. I guess he learned after the whole JC scene.

Speaking of, it’s great how mostly everything worked out in our favor because after the media and police learned about all of JC and Grant’s dealings, all the cases that were opened that could have been linked to Justin were closed permanently, especially when they found Franco’s dead body in the mists of the so called massacre that happened almost three years ago.

Justin deserved his happy ending after the hand he was dealt in life and even if we’re not perfect, I think we’re getting there and I’m glad that I can be a part of it.
In the end, I’ve come to look at it as every disappointment was a blessing in disguise for us and even if we still have obstacles to overcome, at least, we’re in this for the long haul together…

“Hmmm...Diane Timberlake.” I murmur with a mouthful of vanilla ice cream still eying the band on my finger. “Kind of has a nice ring to it.” I giggle before digging into my bowl of ice cream again, content to just be sitting on that island by myself indulging in my own little sinful pleasure.



*****
Hours later…

At the club opening…



Finally making it to the club for our big opening night, I can’t help but absorb it all in. I’ve never been this excited before about anything. The moment I stepped foot out of the limo, I was bombarded with flashes coming from all directions. You’d maybe say I was celebrity with all the media attention I’ve been getting but part of it is focused on my engagement to Justin. People are just eating up the fact that Justin engaged one of ‘his girls’ since that’s not something that’s regularly done. I don’t mind though, the attention is kind of nice sometimes…and other times it’s annoying.

Being escorted into the new two story entertainment building, I pause briefly to take it all in. It’s a full house tonight and the entire place is buzzing already. Justin really went all out with this. Taking in the lavender color scheme, lights, chic yet edgy décor and fully stocked overpriced bar, I smile brightly. This club is going to get good ratings I can feel it. Before we know it, it’s going to turn into one of the ‘must go to’ upscale nightclubs on the Las Vegas strip.

Walking further in, I suddenly feel self-conscious when I realize that a few of Justin’s guests begin making me out. I must look strange, especially to the men with my clothes on. Ah well, sucks for them I guess. Giggling to myself, I gaze down at my mini tightly fitted red dress, black heels and black side bag I’m wearing. Justin picked it out because according to him it showed off my best assets which would be my breasts, butt and back. He’s such a pervert. He’d never let me go out like this if he wasn’t going to be around.

Taking in all the familiar faces, I can feel my nerves acting up. This is going to be the first time I’m up on that stage with Justin not as one of ‘his girls’ or my favorite word an ecdysiast, but as his other half and business associate. Oh god, I can do this right?

“I need a drink.” I state hastily before I maneuver through the many hot bodies, making my way over to the bar where Ricardo ‘my favorite bartender’ is situated. In fact, I spot Eve, Bethany, Ronnie and Jacob over there as well in a little group engaging in some conversation or other. Justin is still nowhere in sight but I’m sure he’s moving around like a mad man making sure everything runs smoothly. I’ll see him later.

Smiling, I move to make my way over to the small group, but my advances are cut short when someone steps foot in my path out of nowhere. Stumbling back a bit, I slick my fingers through my curly locks before my eyes widen when they connect to a pair of intense browns. Gulping hard, I feel my heart skip a beat, shocked to see the person standing in front of me and a little embarrassed too. I was never used to these client business relationships Justin had running on the side.

“John?” I squeak out, taking in the balding middle aged man. He actually looks decent. I haven’t seen him in years and now he just pops out of nowhere. I’ll forever be freaked out by his creepy self. He was that one client of Justin that was obsessed with me. Well, besides JC. But he always had the strangest fetishes and it wasn’t cool that he only kept asking for me every single time. But that time is over and he seems to be almost normal looking. Plus he’s been working out because he actually looks toned up and healthier.

“Pleasure to see you again Miss Blush, or should I say Miss Blossom.” He gives me a crooked grin and I plaster a tight fake smile on my face wanting nothing more than to bolt. This is…awkward.

“Oh yeah. Well I…It’s good...it’s…I can’t believe I’m seeing you.” I ramble out.

“Yes, it’s been a long time and I was disappointed that you were off the market but it’s fine. I’m happily married now and doing well.” He smiles and I shake my head mouthing an ‘oh.’

“I see, well then congratulations.” I state, really feeling sorry for his wife unless she’s a freak just like him then they’re well paired.

“Thank you.” He smiles and I purse my lips together before moving away from him.

“Ok, well then have a good night John. I’m just going to head over to my friends before the festivities begin.”

“Oh of course. You stay good Diane and congrats on your engagement, Justin is a lucky man.” He winks for me and I cringe before making a move to leave.

“Bye!” I hastily reply before dashing away, never looking back.




Sighing in relief when I get over to the gang, I laugh slightly to myself as my mood instantly lightens by the sight of a drink being slid over to me as I take a sit next to Ronnie at the bar.

“Ricardo you’re too much.” I smile before grabbing the glass already knowing it’s Hennessey and coke, my favorite poisonous concoction.

“Spotted you from a mile away girl.” He smiles brightly and I thank him before telling everyone else hi.

“Hey guys.” I smile before sipping my drink, receiving a series of greetings in return. I frown when Ron eyes me strangely after telling me ‘hi’, his vision fixated on my drink.

“Do you really think it’s wise to be drinking that Di?” Ron snickers and I roll my eyes at him. He’s being so weird today not that I blame him; it’s just annoying as hell.

“Oh leave her alone Ron, she’s loosening up. This is her and Justin’s night.” Eve scolds and Ronnie simply shrugs before fixing his brown fedora hat on his head which matches the brown ensemble he’s wearing. His blonde hair is spilling out on all ends and I have to say he actually looks decent and very mature in his getup.

“I don’t mind.” I state.

“So how are you doing Di?” Jacob inquires.

“I’m good.” I admit honestly and he nods in response.

“Nervous?” Bethany adds in and I shrug before taking another sip of my drink.

“Kind of.”

“It’ll be fine girl, don’t even worry about it.” Bethany smiles and even if we’ve been ok with each other these past few years, her kind nature is still somewhat foreign to me. It’s strange too, because she’s going to be moving out soon to do her own thing. I guess she’s ran her course as one of Justin’s girls but that’s understandable.

They come and go and I already know that by the time Justin and I get married, things are going to change. He’s going to be housing his girls somewhere else because according to him, he’s only going to want his direct family living under his roof which is the way it should be. Maybe he’ll buy them their own mansion. I wouldn’t put it past him. They are assets to his career.

Gulping down a portion of my drink, I listen in when Eve proceeds to talk about what opening show they’re going to be putting on tonight after Justin and I give our speech and welcome everyone to our club.

It’s not long before I feel a pair of masculine arms wrap around my waist from behind. Leaning into me, I take a whiff of his familiar cologne and smile when he whispers in my ears… “Hey beautiful.” He coos.

“Hey Just.” I reply before he lets me go and comes around to stand before us looking amazing. He’s not wearing his fedora hat surprisingly but his gold locks are short and tamed on his head. He has on a long sleeved black shirt that’s hugging him just right and his pants are low around his waist.

After telling everyone hey and instructing Eve and Bethany to head backstage since we’ll be launching shortly, Justin diverts his attention back to me, a scowl forming over his face when he sees the glass of alcohol in my hand. “Did Ricardo give this to you?” He inquires, ripping the glass from my hand and placing it on the bar.

“Uh yeah…”

“Ricardo!” Justin calls out to him and I watch as he comes over, wiping his hands on a towel.

“Yeah.” Ricardo replies in a light Spanish accent.

“Don’t give Di anything else to drink for the night even if she begs.” Justin instructs. Darting his eyes over to me, Ricardo nods in understanding and before I can protest, he’s gone, resuming his duties when someone comes over to the bar shouting out their order over the blaring music.

“That was mean.” I pout and Justin chuckles before gripping my hand, pulling me up to stand.

“You’ll get over it. Come on, I need you for a bit.” Justin says, pulling me away from the bar. “Jac, Ron, I’ll see you guys in VIP later.” He waves to his friends before we disappear into the crowd.





Following behind Justin who has a tight grip on my hand, he brings me past the dance floor to another part of the club that’s not as heavily populated.

“Where are we going Justin?” I ask curiously, watching his broad back as he continues to lead the way.

“Do you remember that surprise I said I had for you some time back?” He asks and I laugh out loud.

“You mean that one you mentioned well over two years ago?” He’s seriously crazy.

“That’s the one.” He chuckles, never turning to face me until we stop in front of a closed door.

“What about it Justin?” I inquire skeptically.

Turning to face me, I note how his blues are shining under the colorful lighting. Bending down to kiss me softly on the lips, he pulls away and swings the door open, yanking me in with him before he shuts it and drowns out all the noise and music from the main floor of the club.

“I love you Di, and I think it’s time you made a mends with your past just like I did with mines. It’s the first step to dealing with and taming any demons you might have.” He explains and I just glare at him in bewilderment.

Before I can get a word in, I hear someone clear their throat and I jump back in shock when I see there are at least two more people in the room with us.

“What’s going on?” I mutter nervously.

Sighing, Justin drops my hand before pulling me into a tight hug. Moving away from me, he smiles guiltily as he rubs his palms together. “It wasn’t easy and I actually had to hire an investigator to track them down, but when I got to them, I knew it would have to take some right timing to set this up. Now seemed perfect since they had ample time to watch what an amazing woman you’ve grown into.”

Ok, I’m getting pissed off. This makes no sense. “So you had people spying on me for two fucking years without my knowledge Justin?” I ask incredulously feeling a sudden pang of nervousness. This isn’t like him at all.

“Not spying Diane, observing…from afar...” Someone who’s clearly not Justin interrupts. It’s a feminine voice and it’s too familiar for comfort.

Feeling my chest tighten almost immediately, my breath hitches in my throat when someone flicks on the light switch and the two other persons come into view.

Gasping, I slap my palms over my mouth in shock before reversing until my back slams against a wall. I can see the worry on Justin’s face but I’m ignoring him because all I can focus on are the two smiling people looking at me, studying me with such intrigue and curiosity.

“Wha…I…oh my god.” I gasp, my emotions running haywire as I fight to regulate my breathing.

“You look, so beautiful Diane.” The other male presence voices and that’s all it takes before my tears suddenly rush to the surface, the reality of this encounter hitting me right in the face.

“Mom? Dad?” I cry out as my tears begin spilling down my cheeks almost instantly. “Oh my god.” I choke out, still glued to the wall, too shocked to even make a move towards them. It’s like…it’s like they’re ghosts to me. It’s just been so, so long.

“I’ll leave you all alone. We have about thirty minutes before we go on.” Justin’s voice echoes off the walls of the room and I jump when he moves towards the exit, stopping to give me a reassuring smile and my arm a squeeze.

No, no I don’t want him to go! He can’t leave me alone with ‘them.’ No! But I’m completely silent, watching in horror as he swiftly makes his exit and I’m left alone with…with these strangers.

“Oh god Diane, I know this is a huge shock. You can only imagine how we felt when Justin tracked us down.” My mom states. God, she looks so different, so old. Then again it’s been at least a decade since I’ve seen her. She’s slim just like I remember her in her floral dress. She’s beautiful.

I thought they were dead. It’s what made me go along my day without wanting to contact them, because I would have been devastated if I found out they were indeed six feet deep. But they’re not. They’re standing right in front of me and I can’t even breathe to form words.

“Mom?” I sob, as my tears keep falling like a waterfall. “You…you look so old!” I say and she giggles as she flips back her graying long brown locks.

“That’s what happens with age sweetie.” She smiles and I’m just there, crying like a baby, but I still manage to crack a small smile. “Oh baby, come here.” Finally closing the gap between us, my mom rushes up to me and engulfs me in her arms, holding on for dear life and my resolve completely cracks as I wrap my arms tightly around her , breathing in her scent. “I’ve missed you so much Diane. I prayed for years, asking for any sign that would bring you back to me or bring me to you.” She sniffles and my eyes widen when I take in my dad who’s looking at our reaction with a light smile on his face, his hands stuffed in his jeans pockets.

“I’ve missed you too mom. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry; I should have never left all those years ago. I was so angry with you and dad and...”

“Shhh be quiet Diane. Don’t ever go back. Just focus on now. We’re here now. None of that matters anymore baby." She coos as she pulls away from me before wiping at my tears and I smile shyly.

“I can’t even believe you all are here. I…god it’s just not registering.”

“Well we’re here.” She laughs and my smile brightens instantly. My mom always had an infectious laugh.

“Any room in your heart for your old man too?” My dad smiles and I give my mother one last glance before I rush over to my dad and engulf him in a hug as well. He was never one to show emotions but even now, I can see the glossy shine in his eyes and I know he’s holding back his tears.

“Hey dad.” I breathe out as I hold on to him for a bit before breaking our embrace. “It’s good to see you too.” I whimper and he nods, breathing in deeply.

“You too dandelion.” He chuckles and I grin at my childhood nickname he had for me. He was the biggest goofball.

Taking a step away from them, I continue to glare in awe as I fight to digest their presence. “Wow, well this is…wow. I don’t even know what to say.” If it was even possible, I love Justin even more for doing this for me. He really keeps surprising me.

“Why don’t we sit and start by catching up on all the years lost since we have some time to spare because you’re not getting rid of us again young lady.” My dad jokes and I giggle, allowing him to escort my mom and me to take a sit.

“Yes, because even if your Dad and I are no longer together you’re our common bond, we love you and we don’t want to lose you again Diane.” My mom says softly and I shake my head.

“You won’t…you won’t…” I assure, feeling my heart pounding out of my chest as I sit back and listen intently to what’s been going on with my parents these past years. This is surreal but, I’m welcoming it. Imagine how happy Courtney is going to be to meet them. I know it’s still early but I see no reason now to not keep them around and a part of our lives.

Again, all that keeps going through my mind as my Dad explains to me about his life in New York is how much of a sweetheart Justin is for doing this. Granted I’m a little upset he just threw me in without a paddle like that, I’m grateful.





After that emotional reunion I had with my parents, I have to say that the night is looking up. They didn’t stay for the launching since this is clearly not their scene, but we made plans to meet up the next day. I told them all about Courtney and they’re excited to meet their grandbaby for the first time. I found out my mom lives in England now and is engaged to this English businessman. My dad remarried and has two sons….my half brothers. I can’t even believe it. He lives in New York with his wife who he says is some lawyer. He himself works for this computer firm now so I’m proud of him. I can’t wait to one day meet my brothers though, even there’s a huge age difference, I’d love to get to know them. I’m just happy that we found each other again now and we owe it all to Justin.

When I told my mom and dad bye, I made my way up to VIP to join Justin and his 'people' before our call to head back stage was made.

When I got up there Hugh was there with his bunnies and so was Ronnie, Jacob and even that reporter Edwina who manages to keep a civilized relationship with Justin even if he tends to curse her out sometimes when she irritates him. I’d say they’ve made progress. He no longer threatens her.

After I greeted them, I took a seat next to Justin making sure to thank him for what he did for me tonight before he resumed his conversation with Hugh.

I’ve been silent ever since, still engrossed with seeing my parents again face to face after all this time. I swear I’m not digesting any of it. Maybe when I see them again, it will kick in that none of this is a dream that I’m going to wake up from.

I miss Justin’s mom too. She’s been so amazing with Courtney and Courtney loves her and Katie. She usually comes out to visit us whenever she can get away from her busy life back in California. I’m glad though that they’re a part of our lives now too because they’ve been nothing but supportive. Plus, I’m going to convince Justin for us to take a trip down to California to visit them. I haven’t forgotten about my dream of living down by the sea since I’ve been surrounded by the dessert most of my life. It would be a good change and maybe later on, I can convince Justin to move our little family out there for good…

Snapping my head up when the DJ calls out to Justin and me over his system, telling us that we’re needed backstage, I feel Justin grip my hand before he stands and I follow suit.

“You ready for this baby?” He inquires and I gaze into his blues, feeling a sense of elation take over.

“You bet.” I state enthusiastically.

“Ok, then let’s get down there and introduce Club Blush to the world.” Justin chuckles and I smile before we excuse ourselves from the small group up in the VIP section to make our way down the stairs, towards the stage.

I always wondered what life would have been like if I never stepped foot inside of Justin’s establishment all those years ago, but now, I’ve come to realize that I couldn’t picture my life without him or my little girl in it.

So, in the end, I’d say everything happened the way it was supposed to…



*****
Hours later…

Back at Justin’s Estate…



I never felt such a rush like being up on that stage with Justin tonight as not just the co-owner of the new nightclub but as his fiancé. It was amazing and our speech went over smoothly thank god. It was one hell of a ride but I loved all of it.

After the club was officially launched with the media present to capture the event on camera, the girls came out with a small dance number before the rest of the night’s festivities was left to the DJ who really busted out the tracks as everyone got wild on the dance floor.

It was all amazing and even I had a blast dancing with Justin and our friends. But it’s been a long ass day and I’m extremely tired.

It’s no surprise that Justin brought the party home though.

I mean, there’s a crazy pool party going on right now downstairs but I’m no where near it. I’m actually up in Justin’s room, laying down on his bed in my clubbing outfit since I’m just too damn lazy and tired to change yet. And guess what? Justin is right there lying next to me, breathing deeply as he grips around my waist, holding me in place against his chest. You’d think he’d be a good host and actually make an appearance at his own pool party but alas, he had the same thoughts of getting away like I did.

“This day needs to end and soon.” I laugh out knowing that we’re not going to get any sleep tonight until the last soul leaves. That could mean daybreak. I’m not looking forward to that.

“Yeah, well at least we’re alone now. The opening was a success so I’m happy about that.” Justin yawns lightly and I nod against his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat.

“I can’t thank you enough for finding my parents Justin. I would have never had the balls to do what you did.” I admit and I hear him hum softly in response.

“Everyone deserves a second chance Di.” He explains and I nod in agreement. He’s right. Even if my parents weren’t the best and I disliked my dad for breaking up our happy home and my mom for being so stupid it wasn’t their entire fault. Shit happens and it’s how you deal with the obstacles life dishes out that's the most important thing.

Fiddling idly with the necklace and diamond pendant around my neck, Justin lets out another yawn and I sigh against him before shutting my eyes, just relishing in the moment.

“I wish my dad was here to see all of this.” Justin says sadly.

“I’m sure he knows and he’s proud of you.” I assure him.

“Yeah…” he breathes out.

When silence consumes us for a few minutes as we both remain deep in thought, I take in a deep breath deciding to end the peaceful quietness between us.



“Hey Justin?” I call out to him before my eyes flutter open and I lean up to look at him. Bending his head to look at me, he passes his hands through my locks with a tired smile on his face.

“What’s on your mind?” He asks knowingly, and I begin fidgeting and squirming, trying to get more comfortable.

“I uh, have something to tell you.” I begin but stop when I see his smile widen. Furrowing my brows when he chuckles lightly I’m wondering what’s so funny.

“Let me guess…you’re pregnant?” He blurts out and I gasp in shock, my eyes widening in the process.

“Wha…”

“It’s ok Di. I know. I’ve known for a while now, I was just waiting for you to tell me.” He chuckles and I blow out air before rolling my eyes. Well, he just killed my surprise. So much for building the courage to tell him.

“How did you know?” I ask stunned.

“Well when your doctor called to schedule your next appointment and you weren’t there to take the call I took it. I’d say I’ve known for a little over a week now. Ron was suspecting that you were too but I never justified his suspicions. Not until you decided to tell me.” He beams and I can’t help but laugh now.

“You sneaky bastard.” I poke at his sides and he shifts beneath me, trying to move away from my attacks.

“Hey quit it!” Justin chortles. “Why do you think I don’t want you drinking? But for what it’s worth, I think that’s amazing and granted I was shocked speechless on the phone with your doctor, I’m over it now. Oh which reminds me, your next appointment is at the end of next week.”

Blushing massively, I bow my head, playing with my engagement band and Justin smirks as he continues to study me intently.

“How far along are you?”

“About a month now.” I admit.

“Uh huh and when exactly were you going to tell me?” He states accusingly.

“Uh soon?” I voice and he shakes his head still smiling before he diverts his attention to the ceiling.

“Well I hope it’s a boy because I’m not looking for Courtney to grow up as no little ‘pimpette’ if she takes this business over.” Justin muses and I giggle.

“Yeah uh huh, you’d be too busy intimidating guys and trying to get them away from her.” I state in all seriousness and Justin groans.

“Don’t even remind me that she’s growing up. I swear, I’ll shoot the poor bastards if they even step foot unto my estate, much less for trying to get with my baby.” And the scary part is I know he’s dead serious.

God, Courtney is going to have a difficult teenage life with her father around. I can just see the arguments and fighting between those two already. I can’t wait! She really is a daddy’s girl.

“You’re going to make her hate you Justin.” I point out.

“With good reason. Is it illegal if I oh I don’t know, locked her up away from the outside world until she was like in her twenties or something?”

“Yes! Oh my god, you’re terrible.” I cackle and he simply shrugs.

“I’m not looking forward to her growing up Di.” Justin sighs and aw he’s too cute.

“That’s life babe.” I mention.

“Yeah, yeah but I’m not making any promises about shooting those hormonal horny little dicks if they so much as watch Court the wrong way.” He says in an irritated tone.

“Ok, enough. You still have some years above her so don’t worry about it now.” I try to calm him down because I don’t want him getting worked up over this.

We both know that day is going to come when Courtney and the little one growing inside of me won’t need us anymore. It’s the burden of every parent who has to tell their children goodbye so they can be on their own. If we’re lucky, we won’t have to worry about ours once we raise them right.

Rubbing his palms over my belly softly, Justin bends down to place a light kiss on my forehead.

“I don’t know about you, but fuck the people who are here partying out by the pool. They can find their way home. I’m not going down there tonight.” Justin confesses.

“You read my mind.” I yawn lightly. “But, I was thinking we could, you know make a party up here of our own.” I add in before I sit up until I’m straddling his waist.

Giving me a curious stare, Justin grips my waist tightly, groaning deeply when I begin moving on top of him to situate myself properly, the friction between us already causing the bulge in his pants to grow. Leaning down to kiss him passionately, I moan slightly when he deepens the kiss, snaking his tongue out to battle with mine.

“We should definitely have our own party.” He mumbles against my lips and I giggle despite myself before he flips us over so he’s hovering as he nestles himself between my legs. Pulling away to gaze into my browns, Justin smiles affectionately at me while giving my sides a light squeeze.

“God I love you, and I’m so lucky to have you here with me Di. You have no idea now grateful I am.” He coos and I slick my palm over his cheek, loving the warm stare he’s giving me.

“I feel the same way Justin. I love you too.” I whisper before leaning up to kiss his full pink lips again. “Now shut up and make love to me.” I instruct and he chuckles lightly, but judging from the anticipation and excitement shining through his orbs, I know that he’s going to do just that.

“You know, that’s how we ended up with baby number two if I’m not mistaken.” He jokes and I roll my eyes.

Smacking his chest playfully, I just shrug saying… “You don’t hear me complaining do you Justin?” causing his eyes to widen.

Bending his head to kiss lightly on my neck, he growls in response as our breathing deepens “No, no I don’t…and I’m not complaining either baby. Never…” He snickers and I laugh, getting lost in his gentle intoxicating kisses and touches.

Knowing that we have a long way to go still in building a solid foundation together in order to withstand whatever may come our way, I’m not scared for us anymore. I’m not scared because we’re not alone. We have people around us who care and love us and if all else fail, I have solace in knowing that Justin and I will always have each other… no matter what...through thick and thin.

*THE END*

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